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I’m sitting here struggling with Integration by Substitution, assigned 23 problems, none of which I understand. I’m feeling like I want to cry, and I dislike asking for help from my buddies, because they can’t explain things so that I understand them and I hate wasting their time. I’m seriously considering saying “fuck it” to the five private schools I am awaiting responses from and taking my acceptance to NC State. Wouldn’t that be something? Thirteen years of hard work, these past two of sheer hell, to go to… NC State. Not that it’s not a good school, of course, but people don’t really go through IB to go to…

“…because you seemed more pleasant when you came back.” My reply of “Gee, thanks,” and then (from him), “Maybe I just needed a break from being around you.” Come on, Michael. You should have known I was going to post this. Although I have a lot of other things to do (and write about), I am going to write about this instead. I have no problem with people being sick of me, but Michael suddenly acts like I bumrush him as soon as he enters Mrs. Sivy’s room in the morning, or like I nag him constantly (or even a lot) when he is around. When is the last time…

I was looking through my referrer URLs, and the keywords people use to find my site today, and geez people search for some odd crap. “how to clean a north face jacket at home”. I don’t know what number I am in that search, but it’s not the first page on either Google or Yahoo. I’m number two on searches for “french manicure nails picture valentine design” on Yahoo. I’m about number 27 on Google for “queen latifah lyrics tits”. I don’t think I’ve ever used the word “tits” on this site. I prefer the word “boobies”, thankyouverymuch. And I’m number 3 on Google for “brinkster cdosys”, due to a…

Sorry about any loading issues you may have had over the past hour or so. I decided I wanted a little change… Why the pink? Hell if I know. I’m feeling feminine. It’s such a rare feeling that I indulge it heavily whenever it comes. If my nails weren’t already painted, I would probably paint them again, a nice, smooth shade of black. Why is the box for “Je suis résignée” larger than the others? Again, hell if I know. There are no odd tags in that entry that are lacking in the others…

I was accepted into NC State University as of yesterday.