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    Goofy, giggle-inducing meme

    Your Sexual Flavor Is Vanilla Sweet, simple, uncomplicated You go with the flow, and go well with any lover.You’re not a prudish lover but an adaptable one.A blank canvas, you’re willing to be painted with any kink.As long as it’s washed down with some sweet whipped cream. Secret talent: Pole dancing What’s Your Sexual Flavor?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva Meme found courtesy of Keith (my roomie’s boyfriend). I woke up this morning after getting about 11 hours of sleep, and I feel better. Almost human, and definitely better able to hide my lingering… whatever we want to call it (pensiveness, restlessness, distress/anxiety, depression). I’m feeling human enough to take…

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    Can words describe?

    Anyone who has interacted with me in person for more than about thirty seconds since this weekend has found me short tempered, loud, perhaps excessively vulgar (by even my standards), manic, stonily silent, or fighting tears, sometimes all within a very short span of time. I was dealt a blow this weekend that hurt, and I’m finding myself at a loss for a way to recover from it. I keep telling myself that time and sleep will help, as will my on-going dialogue with Dulin–and I know those things will–but then I find myself staring off into space and pondering things I don’t want to ponder in shameful agony, only…

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    Hmm.

    My mother e-mailed me yesterday with our new address and phone number. Something about that seems funny and not right, but I have other things on my mind. When I find a way to write about my troubles, I shall.

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    Random ten.

    Just a random experiment, prompted by a wonderful music experience this morning (my first hearing of the [fucking awesome group Jurassic 5): I had Windows Media Player randomize my entire music collection (3214 songs; 16.02 GB) and figured I’d see what the first ten were. Busta Rhymes, “Pass the Courvoisier (Part 1)”, Genesis One Minute Silence, “Rise and Shine”, Buy Now… Saved Later Pink, “Split Personality”, Can’t Take Me Home Spooks, “Karma Hotel”, S.I.O.S.O.S. A Perfect Circle, “Blue”, Thirteenth Step Korn, “Make Me Bad”, Issues Light, “Panfried [Original/Mind Over Matter Mixes]”, Nothern Exposure, Vol. 2, West Coast Edition Sade, “Pearls”, Love Deluxe 311, “Use of Time”, Transistor Tool, “Hooker with…