Barring other problems, I’m going to Notre Dame this summer, y’all. If you’re too scared to swing, don’t step up to the plate, right? Now I just have to work on not missing. I felt miserable about my decision, which is a bad sign. So I enlisted the help of Mr. “He’s fond of you” to compose the eViL e-mail reneging since, according to him, “Men can rationalize anything.”

I want to turn them down, but I don’t know how because I don’t have any other reason other than, “I don’t wanna!”. *whimper* “Them” being the awe-inspiring, prestigious group of scientists that want me to work with them this summer and want to give me money. Lots of money. I want to say no. But I want to say yes, too. But I don’t know that I have the skillset. And I don’t know that the leading scientist has the patience to put up with a lack of expertise while I struggle to learn. It could be stressful. I’m a wimp. I don’t want to be stressed during my…