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Girly weight and food talk.
It is disturbing to me how much my weight can fluctuate within a week or two’s span. I put on my shorts to go for a run today, looked down at my legs, and decided I would be running outside instead of in the SRC. I cannot find a balance between intake and output, and I suspect I’m nearing a weight equilibrium such that my weight can head upwards as easily as it drops. This doesn’t make things easier, because I know absolutely nothing about maintaining weight. Losing, yes. Gaining, yes. Balance, no. Something for research, I suppose. It’s just very, very frustrating to be swinging on this pendulum right…
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Memeage!
Stolen from EJ: Think of 3 pictures you’d like to see. Leave whatever you’d like to see in the comments. Things around my [dorm/campus/Thorn office], or whatever… something I can take a picture of easily. Once I have enough requests, I’ll start posting them. If I can’t or won’t take a picture of something you’ve requested, I’ll let you know. Hey, why not? All this bandwidth I’m paying for, surely it doesn’t get enough use. And my photographer uses a real camera, so the Thorn’s digital is available, if I’m sneaky about it. Any takers?
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Firmly lodged.
Sometimes I feel kinda like one of those kids whose parents fight a lot, but who is still very attached to them both. I hate to have conversations with both in the room at the same time, for fear that one will say something that I won’t have the chance to blunt the edge of [or simply delete from existence] before telling the other; that I won’t have the chance to play translator before someone gets too stressed over a misunderstanding; that the explosion I know is going to happen doesn’t happen quite so soon–maybe it will wait for another few weeks. Maybe after Thanksgiving, or Christmas, things will cool…
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Brrr.
When I got up for my 05:00 run this morning, I knew it was going to be chilly utside, so I put on sweat pants, but left on just the t-shirt and sports bra as adequate. Heh. When that door swung open, it was decided very quickly that my warm-up was going to consist of me running down to the track, and that my workout would consist of my hauling ass around the track for an hour. Turns out I only stayed on the track for a half-hour. It must have been in the thirties or low forties, because there was ice/frost on cars in the parking lot. I’m trying…
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Guess who I met last night?
Friday night: I’m tired, I need to destress. Lukzor needs to destress. Dr. 7 probably needs to destress, although I barely see him anymore. Group destressing is good, and given some other people’s method of destressing, group destressing could be safer. So I told Luke to invite me out for fun. He decided to do a movie night–my lack of knowledge of Kevin Smith movies is apparently something to be lamented, and we’re all tired enough that there could be no successful painting of anyone’s town. So I get over to their apartment and we chill. Many details are going to be not told out of respect for Luke and…